its my life
a spot to spill all my emotions
thankfully not a soul reads it but two
it always seems like im there, like its made it
then the next thing i know is that she goes left and i go right
i leave for her, with her, just because its her
i bring her all i know she needs....she doesn't notice
i lay down, and we both know where this wont go
i wait, think, wait
put a shirt on, contemplate
finally leaving
"Let her know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past her defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told her all along"
think about your friends and where they have gone
left you all alone
traded you in
forgotten it all
so you begin to wonder why?
lost a friend? lost a lover? lost it all...
but in the end all that matters is that i have this
my refuge
my hope
my
something that will never be exposed, never seen or read, never criticize me, never reject me, never deny me
a fresh view is in order
a fresh approach
7 years...
the last 4 have been something...then again
the last 4 have been nothing
empty, filling, consuming, starving, highs, lows
all or nothing...
no gray, never anything in between..
"its my life, my pain and my struggle"
its all on me...casue its for me
so yeah you alone, now and always
but u have this, and maybe thats that
thats enough
so shine on....shine on.....