Gnarly....

"All I want is your understanding
As in the small act of affection"

so i been stuck on gnarls for the last 2 weeks...i cant get it out of my head, and the cd keeps spinning and i dont ever stop it. its amazing. the beats, the lyrics, and the vibe. realistically this may be the best cd i have heard since R.E.M.'s 'UP'....and that is saying something.....cause UP is a masterpiece....

on other fronts...

life is bouncing, but when isnt it really, i have my ups, my downs, my moments when i feel like down....but then i throw on a rap record...nah hahahha...but what an easy way to steal a line from Eminem. i had a few moments where i really just wanted to put on 'till i collapse' and to qoute tyler durden 'destroy something beautiful' but essentially i am

"I prefer peace
Wouldn't have to have one word of possession
But essentially I'm an animal
So just what do I do with all the aggression?"

stuck not knowing how to deal with it....so i let it pass me, and it does...

"And I can tell you know how hard this life can be
But you keep on smilin' for me"

and really that it works, cause really its to short to be hung up on things, to wallow in misery and feel bad about the things you did not say, or do. you gotta move past it, and no looking back, no regrets.... its like jose's shirt says..."life" (on the front) "carpe it" (on the back)...

i got my boys, my sexy lil atomic blue baby (that i cleaned this weekend), im down to 171 pounds, i can run 3 miles no problem, whoop up in raquetball, party every night and still ace my exams, and come to class on time, drink all night and never ever have a hangover.

so im thankful for what i got...cause why shouldnt i be....

let the girls come....i aint chasing no more.

"A flow as subtle as a summer breeze.
Like the whispering winds and
The talking trees.
To big to be boxed in, it bobs and weaves.
It evolves, it solves, it gives and receives.
And everything I say is
calculated appropriated
Written and arranged in Feng Shui!"