A thought that lead to a task
You all know that when you fill out some questionaire for a job or what not, they always ask you to desribe yourself.
Well this is my blog and now im demanding that anyone who reads it replies and describes themselves....and no i dont wanna see any shit about you being: kind, nice, funny, a great friend, loyal, trustworthy....and etc...all those one liners that are overused and useless.
I think, no rather, i feel that i made a good attempt at describing myself with the text that is located to your right. Now dont go and bite of me, and copy what you think is useful material and all that....
and i know everyone that reads this blog, yes even some of you who think i dont know....dont make me call you out with the next post :) (who knows i might publish incriminationg information ;) )
so everyone has to do it, and so no one is a smart ass, i want you all to use your name and no anonymous, or what not, you can use a nickname i know, but u better be damn sure i know it.
why you ask am i demanding thought and action from you, my faithful readers, it is cause i know you all have too much time on your hands, and a little thinking would do you all some good.
The ideas orign came to me in Motovun as i was talking to a fellow voulnteer and asked her to describe herself and i did not let her use the same words i am letting you guys use and she couldnt do it.
That is all.....and a hint for the next post (apart from naming of names) is to think about cartoons
Well this is my blog and now im demanding that anyone who reads it replies and describes themselves....and no i dont wanna see any shit about you being: kind, nice, funny, a great friend, loyal, trustworthy....and etc...all those one liners that are overused and useless.
I think, no rather, i feel that i made a good attempt at describing myself with the text that is located to your right. Now dont go and bite of me, and copy what you think is useful material and all that....
and i know everyone that reads this blog, yes even some of you who think i dont know....dont make me call you out with the next post :) (who knows i might publish incriminationg information ;) )
so everyone has to do it, and so no one is a smart ass, i want you all to use your name and no anonymous, or what not, you can use a nickname i know, but u better be damn sure i know it.
why you ask am i demanding thought and action from you, my faithful readers, it is cause i know you all have too much time on your hands, and a little thinking would do you all some good.
The ideas orign came to me in Motovun as i was talking to a fellow voulnteer and asked her to describe herself and i did not let her use the same words i am letting you guys use and she couldnt do it.
That is all.....and a hint for the next post (apart from naming of names) is to think about cartoons
posted by Lav at Sunday, July 31, 2005
4 Comments:
haha lav this is some deep shit. but since i'm bored and b/c i had recently tried defining myself and my multiple persona's/character traits i'm up to the task at hand. haha i think. anyway like i said i have multiple personalities. but not in the bad way, i dont secretly hate white ppl or rape women between ages 18 and 24(too many white men do that already). but i can say i have at least 2 distinct faces. face one is my all around face, the face that most of u know and LOVE as black heat, kt, alex gray w/e. thats just me at my most sporadic moments. ask ivan, i'm sure he can tell u that when i want to, and i usually do, i can be as
annoying/random/wierd...or<<(insert an adjective for genius here i seriously cant think of one at the moment.)but b/c thats just me when i'm being me, i dont control my actions and i'm usually not trying to be how i am, i just am. so if i offend anyone....fuck you. THATS RIGHT!!! WU-TAAANG!!!!. haha also, this is the me that parodies dave chappelle the most. theres not much else to say about me, except that i think i'm a cool guy, well my mom says i'm cool so booyah. and thats it. honestly i cant describe meself other than what i've said. ooo i heard (cough) from some ppl that i'm a damn good dancer. haha. i looove to dance, i think its soo cool. music makes the ppl come to gether. damn right madonna, damn right. ooo, i'm in love w/cars too. haha they rock. went car shoppin w/my sis she got an accord, so i'll steal it once in while when she's got nothing to do and i'm late for yet another day's/or nights hard work. so i've decided that, yes i do love cars. haha, i think that anything i missed about myself you already kno, and if u like me, then i guess u have great taste, haha j/k. so for those of you who like the real me, thank you for accepting this dazed and confused mini-Congolese. i love you too, seriously.
haha this is long. should stop eatting just enough to make a nigg. think. here goes, this will be hard to explain. i guess its my proffesional face the "proper" side of. the side of me that u'd see w/adults(tho tech. i'm one now haha what have they done) or when i'm in serious situations. also, i'm a lil embarrased to say, when i'm intimidated (parents). for instance, if i'm with ppl i dont kno well, or ppl i dont wanna kno well, they see the quiet submissive alex. i usually sit back and take in all the bullshit they're feeding me. its not always bullshit, and i could become friendly w/ g.w. if he turned out to be as funny in real life as he is on the daily show. but if there's no chemistry then its a bullshit buffet, for both of us. its not too bad cus i do my social commentary if im feeling playful beneath the surface. i'll say shit in my head, u kno smart ass comments. cleaver shit. i dont wanna sound cocky haha, but i think i'm damn smart with this face, cus i see right through ppl sometimes. especially women. girls are as fake as the teats on a hollywood broad. this part of me is probably how i'd turn up as an adult had i not experience some life changing shit that sorta makes one think that life aint all about pleasing the masses. just those who u like most and who like you most. sometimes u just gotta grab your balls, yea i said it..BALLS, and moonwalk throgh. mind you i was one shy ass mofo back in my youth, tho dont get me wrong i'm still young(i meant shy if u didnt get it). haha but now i figure u only get back as much as you put in so why not hope you cash out and go all in. so unless you take me to a stockholders meeting lav, i dont think you'll see much of this proffesional me. its not like i'm an asshole or a sneaky charlie,as they call it, to adults, but most ppl im not very comfortable w/ meet me, feeling unsatisfied w/me, they claim they want to get to kno me better, but i'm never really in the mood to discuss my personal life with...i think 50 cent called em "wankstas"....i'm sidetracking, but i thnk its part of why i see america as a seething pothole. when ppl are fake i'm fake, fake as shit.
i'm also a lil sneaky charlie. thought its not one of my i think its pretty cool how either lucky i am or how cunning i am. for today's blog we'll go w/cunning.(stright up i'm thinking about being in the cia or being a conman or somehting) am i the only one who thinks like that, i need an asnwer. i've realized that with certain ppl, i.e. mother, sister, i almost always get away with shit. well, no i just kno how to get around shit. like if i kno i cant go out, i'll sneak out. if my mom's not home, i'm not asking her for permission to go out, i just go and leave a note or message. u guys dont understand but me leaving the house is a lot harder than saying "ma i'm going out w/my friennds to the movies" many a time its the reason i'm late, cus i'm forced to scheme. haha thats right bitches. i still take long ass showers, but i cant just take a shower say at 5 then get ready at 8 to go out. my mom would be like "you think you're goin out dont u" ivan knows, there was a perriod of time when i couldnt go out at all, so like i made shit up about tests to study for and project, haha we dont get projects in ap classes. common, be serious. so i get ready and all that about 30 mins b4 i plan to leave the house. and when i get dressed i'm all spiffed and head for the door saying i have plans. she has to let me leave cus i look too damn good to stay home. it worked a million times, but its prolly not good b/c i make plans w/ppl w/o actually knowing if ill make it out. hence why i missed your going away party at the briceneos' lav ol' boy, sorry. i have to use ivan's or fahads name for eveything cus, she knows not who lav or pava or the twins are and when i tell her your names she act like i'm hangin with miscreants...well joanna's pretty shady but you're all ok. she know's luna but only throgh word of mouth, and that mades luna an angel in her eyes, cus if she's anything less, then my mom goes off about sex,pregnancy and std's b/c i cnat have any friends that are girls w/o me wanting in their pantts hmm u think its a joke dont u...well thats not a joke btw. well... not luna ;). well, going out isnt exactly a strong example of how cunning i am, or think i am w/my mom but its the most common one, as is the excuses for my tardiness or absence or death, haha, yep, i've caused some major scares in my youth, mind you i'm still young(by young i mean i still cause a comotion here and there.) luna knows how bad i can be about gtting outta sticky situations, and ivan knows damn well about what happens when shit hits the fucking fan. haha good times ivan. my sis and her new car....hmmm but when a girl wants something its almost imppossible to make them think sensibly. so she got a brand fucking new car. haha my mom's gonna flip. yea she's stashing it at a firends house in the mean time 'til she gets a good enough story. well she's got mine. and its pure fucking gold. haha thats all i gotta say about that. this is all some petty lying and shit but i thought the stories i've come up w/were pretty damn good. and soo far 97 times outta 100 i've gotten out of trouble. but maybe my mom's right about sex, drinkin n' driving, jus plain drinking, drugs, driving all over the place (which i cant help and now that i have my car back, i like), going out ttoo much, playing tennis too much in the heat, eating junk food, and all that fucking jazz. but until she realized that lifes too short to wait till your 21 to drink, then i'm gonna have to come up w/new ways to sneak in and outta the house while drinking. haha or maybe i'll be honest. but ey, i told her i drank in europe, told her i drank everyday and got pretty fucking wasted, still she says i shall not drink whilst in the states so even when i thought i'd give her confindence in my abilites to be my own man, at least drinking wise, she shot me down. so i'll steal the next plane to kendall town.
alex
if u want lav i'll sign this book of a comment for a small fee ;). haha and ppl complain about your blog entries, pussy shit.
and thats the edited version. so far i'm the only one who's put himself out there so i'd like to take this moment and call all you lav blog readers pussys. then i'd like to rethink that and maybe call myself a dork for taking this post seriously. well as seriously as i could take it, which is not very. haha its a celebration bitches.
I'm a complicated person, let's begin with that.i say things that i dont mean, just to hide my true feelings. I'm always contemplating life and why am I here. I fear mediocracy. I fear failing. MEDIOCRACY=failing. Want to
accomplish many things in life, but not quite sure how to. Always double guess myself. Never sure of what i want. Never satisfied. Always Wanting more. I've been called an asshole. That's something Lav and I share i guess, we speak our minds with no remorse. But i believe to advance in life, sometimes you just have to suck it up, and be a hypocrite. BUT IT'S SO HARD! Life isn't fair, you dont always get what you want. My friends are family,they are the cousin's that i dont have. I love my friends, all of them.
People always get the wrong impression of me, which annoys me. I'm lazy,impatient,and arrogant. I am easy to talk to, i'm a great
listener. That's who I am, like it or not.
good work peoples
Alex, nice way to kick it off, and though u got sidetracked i guess thats all part of the equation.
Eddie, cute way of trying to be anonymous, and preety accurate as far as i can notice
Natalie, nice to see you decided to reply, and guys her blog is the reason i have one, do check it out as its intresting and really defines her
Michelle, well do tell us more about who u are, and where you are from, as you can tell im on vacation, net time is scarce, but i will check out your blog...where you live?
Dani, cheap cheap answer, you little midget
Ivan, not bad, took the alex route, and did a deep analysis, insightful and somewhat accurate i would say but mostly closed off.
the rest of you fuckers have till i get back to miami to reply or else im posting your names with my snyopsis of who u are, and that might not be preety
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