No Suprises

Surprises…

I hate surprises…

Though sometimes they turn out opposite of what you expect

This can turn out to be a great thing, as long as you decide to embrace the surprise absolutely

“What's your addiction?”

I can answer this.

Adrenaline.

I realized that today, while hiking, when I hit that high, when I accept that I have to do this, and that there is no way out of it, it consumes me.

I practically ran up that mountain today never feeling tired, but just going, moving through the mud, the streams, the rocks, the roots.

At one point I noticed that I was practically like an animal, consumed by my goal, and yet in total control of it. It felt good.

“Time has told me
You're a rare rare find
A troubled cure
For a troubled mind.”